tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-60752822011-04-21T20:19:14.828-07:00Here's the stuff that pours out of my head...in class, at home, out with friends...what can I say? Inspiration and passion...as long as I have those, I can do anything...*~*L*E*C*~*noreply@blogger.comBlogger221100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6075282.post-1131035234842239692005-11-03T08:20:00.000-08:002005-11-03T08:32:10.930-08:00

So much for nursery rhymesAs little girls we’d always prayRain, rain, go awayCome again another dayBut this blue-eyed girlCouldn’t make you stayAnd it’s always rainingWhen you’re awayPh.D.s in Breaking HeartsI hope you’re happy with her andI hope you whisper sweet things in her earThe same things you once said to meIn the heat of some dark moment we sharedAnd I hope she buys itBecause those

*~*L*E*C*~*noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6075282.post-1130994876998854002005-11-02T21:13:00.000-08:002005-11-02T21:14:37.010-08:00

*~*The End of it All*~* (for the one who only exists now in my dreams...)You didn’t want any of it anymore.You said you were done with itAnd I agreedBut we never really were…We just kept on going on with our lives.Every day was the same.“Same shit, different day”You always said.“I’m done with this, all of it”And from the both of us“We can’t take it anymore.”But we did.We popped pills

*~*L*E*C*~*noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6075282.post-1114580091863088342005-04-26T22:30:00.000-07:002005-04-26T22:34:51.866-07:00

As I walk through the rain on this cold hard dayI know that I never could have made you stayYou saw through my lines and you called all my bluffsEverything I did just wasn’t enoughFor the times that we had and the times we forgotI’ll cherish forever details of the lotWhen you looked in my eyes and made my face smileNow I know it was worth all the whileAnd all of the heartache and all of the painI

*~*L*E*C*~*noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6075282.post-1099942581318751922004-11-08T11:18:00.000-08:002004-11-08T11:38:46.780-08:00

I haven't titled these yet because I just wrote them...a spontaneous word flow came to me in class today...but I wanted to post them anyway. And there it is...inspiration. November 8, 2004 I sitAloneAnd I'll always be aloneBecause alone is where I'm safeAlone is where I'm freeI'll always be aloneBecause you're never here with meI can't spend the rest of my lifeWaiting to be good enough(If I'm

*~*L*E*C*~*noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6075282.post-1086214278337381632004-06-02T15:10:00.000-07:002004-06-03T10:46:19.956-07:00

Wasted Pulling at my hair I try screaming your name But my voice just gives way There'll be no compromise this time Raindrops fall on skin And I'm dripping sorrows You'll be dead to me tomorrow And we'll all but turn to dust My head hangs low We took one last trip then died Yeah and it was always you who never tried Smiles in photographs so vain, so wrong What a waste of this thing called

*~*L*E*C*~*noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6075282.post-1080344142325483922004-03-26T15:35:00.000-08:002004-03-26T15:52:01.216-08:00

For a particular someone... January 11, 2004 So Now You Know If today were the last of my life I would want you to know How you’ve affected me And changed my life in ways I can’t explain The movements that you make And the inspirations you’ve bestowed upon me The luck I’ve had in knowing you… I’ll bow out with a gleam in my eyes Only because I’ve had you Brief moments suspended in time That

*~*L*E*C*~*noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6075282.post-1080185124542884812004-03-24T19:25:00.000-08:002004-03-24T19:28:52.826-08:00

Candlelight illumination creates Shadows on my face and Steamlines down my body This sensitive glow takes my mind To a better place Where these feelings are so powerful That they fill me to the brim And I overflow with bursts of ecstasy And I wish you could be here With this light touching your face Glinting in your eyes and Creating a path my fingers can trace So our desires may be made one In

*~*L*E*C*~*noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6075282.post-1079932798966252712004-03-21T21:19:00.000-08:002004-03-21T21:23:23.216-08:00

You paint me blood red with pain Then stare at me with colorblind eyes As if I'm only beautiful when tainted...

*~*L*E*C*~*noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6075282.post-1078780222861416272004-03-08T13:10:00.000-08:002004-03-08T13:13:28.983-08:00

There are these times When it comes back to me Full force And my body aches in memory Blood on the floor Hands to my face For protection. Your face hides in shadows Haunts all of my dreams My stomach turns with fear I feel empty. I'll never forget how it went Your eyes, steel gray Like the barrel held before me I fall The blow is too much I still feel the pain I lie on this ice-cold floor My

*~*L*E*C*~*noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6075282.post-1076460145012878792004-02-10T16:42:00.000-08:002004-02-10T16:44:53.890-08:00

There are so many words left unsaid but We’ve already moved past the point of rescue This is the part where feelings boil over And burn my dying heart We are done I’ll imagine myself moving on but Never truly be able to get there Sunny days await me on the other side But I’ll look over your shoulder And in your presence I will gladly turn my back on beautiful things That could be mine Just for

*~*L*E*C*~*noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6075282.post-1075482771311137852004-01-30T09:12:00.000-08:002004-01-30T09:25:52.543-08:00

January 30, 2004 Spheres of Being Everything will eventually fall into place And I know that Your eyes tell me things that no one knows But the two of us And I think I like it that way Our line of sight becomes our way of speaking Taking ourselves into our separate world To our own imagined place Where together we can lay in the silence of our tears And visions we both share While the rest of the

*~*L*E*C*~*noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6075282.post-10725871318910172003-12-27T20:52:00.000-08:002003-12-27T20:52:28.266-08:00

You're on Your Own Away from the city lights I finally see Awe-struck my eyes start to gleam and Caught up in wonder these pools of green Only wish for you here beside me Hits me like a brick thrown from a car Smashing me back to my broken heart I guess I really haven’t made it far This battle’s leaving eternal scars Chorus: Will I ever walk by you and turn my head away? Or will I spend all of

*~*L*E*C*~*noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6075282.post-1070569899205491872003-12-04T12:31:00.000-08:002003-12-04T12:44:31.280-08:00

For Jamie The Sequences of Feeling Underlying desires surfaced in your eyes Jolted through our charged existence Across the room I still felt your presence A force that held me to you So familiar that I was never afraid Your protective words would comfort me Those days flew by on silver wings Branches of time filled with magical feelings We never caught the wind at the right time Curiosity set

*~*L*E*C*~*noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6075282.post-1070486749569500102003-12-03T13:25:00.000-08:002003-12-03T14:01:47.500-08:00

For the One in Dreams Hold me close And save me There are scary things this world can bring That I have never seen In your arms I am free The look in your eyes is making me so weak I don't see how this could truly be Chorus: You, you are the world to me And without you I feel like I can hardly breathe I just want to have you always here with me I'll be everything you'll ever want and need Kiss

*~*L*E*C*~*noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6075282.post-1070421858830674212003-12-02T19:24:00.000-08:002003-12-02T19:37:38.286-08:00

Better Off Alone This time has taken us too far And I don’t think I‘ll stand it In your eyes I flew to the stars A time they were so brightly lit Fading now so fucking dim We’ve destroyed all of their light I used to wish that we would win But now I've given up that fight Chorus I’m placing you upon a shelf And never looking back File you with books that for my health I’ll read when in need of

*~*L*E*C*~*noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6075282.post-1070396843270192102003-12-02T12:27:00.000-08:002003-12-02T12:27:33.520-08:00

I'm sorry for those days You shouldn't have gone through that But I'm so glad that you were there. I take for granted far too much... Don't realize the things that I should. Well I guess it's all my fault That you're the one now jaded, Taking these pieces that you've seen of me And rolling them into your being. Don't be like this. Molding your personality to mine is crazy... And you don't want to

*~*L*E*C*~*noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6075282.post-1069711214116652532003-11-24T14:00:00.000-08:002003-11-24T14:00:22.516-08:00

Dark thoughts were always a part Haunting my dreams and my waking thoughts Threatening to seep back into reality Memories of a time I can't forget I am forced to fold inside of myself And shield my soul from inevitable pain Yet these trials are forever in vain This hour may become my death But these thoughts can bring nothing less

*~*L*E*C*~*noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6075282.post-1069357656784297782003-11-20T11:47:00.000-08:002003-11-20T11:47:43.416-08:00

Untitled You have drowned me I have nothing left to give. My voice is slowly fading and My eyes beginning to glaze. You stood in front of me and I died before your eyes. By your hand my life was gone. There is nothing left to hope for And the tears fall like acid down my cheeks… They will never desist. This burn is forever. There will be no healing for this wound and I will never feel safe again…

*~*L*E*C*~*noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6075282.post-1069287976337590722003-11-19T16:26:00.000-08:002003-11-19T16:26:23.076-08:00

For The Moment July 2002 You are the one in all of my dreams. You are the cause of my happiness And sadness all at once. You are the one who can put me back Together and tear me apart better And more so Than anyone else. You are the reason I love to live, and You are the one who kills me. You are the one in all of my dreams. A Short Memory October 2001 I recall a blue symphony, falling

*~*L*E*C*~*noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6075282.post-1069185632910100462003-11-18T12:00:00.000-08:002003-11-18T12:00:39.713-08:00

Dreams I Once Had I yearn to watch your skin shine Beneath a delicately painted eternity But we can only dream for now Together manipulating visions for the moment We're feeling drunk and delirious This bitter summer robs us of precious time And the rain creates a purple haze To finish off the day Spinning Inside Our Own Time You're giving me that look again I can see it in your eyes I'm

*~*L*E*C*~*noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6075282.post-1068917693800519582003-11-15T09:34:00.000-08:002003-11-15T09:36:19.783-08:00

Memoir to a Time Undeserving of Thought Quiet nights and angry eyes I can’t forget this place It matters not how hard I try Things always stay the same I can’t escape these feelings And my mind is ever racing My ears will not stop ringing My God, I can’t stop pacing Why do you put me through this? Is it something I deserve? I’ve got nothing left but bruises Another lesson I must learn But I don’t

*~*L*E*C*~*noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6075282.post-1068760830101686202003-11-13T14:00:00.000-08:002003-11-13T14:06:51.990-08:00

Fate as We Would Have It Can I make this last forever? It seems as if I'm dreaming but I know I'm wide awake Your eyes, they see right through me Not sure how much of this I can take To me you're so damn beautiful I can't run away from this Who could've known this would become More than one night's kiss? Hallucinating Black and Red Crimson rain is falling, or so it seems... This backdrop is

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